aku

lyn

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kata-kata doctor seakan2 sperti angin yg mderu-deru di telingga aku..hancur bkecai hati aku bila doctor baca report kesihatan aku..aku dsahkn mghidap kenser rahim stage 4..dn kenser sudah mrebak hmpir ke seluruh tbuhku..tdak dpat d'angarkn bpa lma lg masa aku punya..mungkin smggu atau kurang dari smnggu..plahan-lahan kaki aku mlangkah kluar bilik doc pkar..terasa dunia aku mjadi kelam..aku masuk ke kereta..trus aku pndu ke arah pantai..hujan mulai turun,seakan tahu kedukaan aku..plahan aku keluar dri kereta..hujan mkin lebat turun nmun tidak aku hiraukan..aku menanggis..mjerit..sekuat hati ku.. "apa dosa tlah aku pbuat ya tuhanku..?mgapa tidak kau mbiarkan aku mati sekarang.."aku terus mjerit-jerit myalahkn tuhan dengan derita aku tgung..stelah usai mngis spuas hti..dgan plahan aq mlgkah k kereta..lalu aku terus memandu k rumah..sesampai drumah..aku gagahkan hati..buah hati ku sedang bmain2 dengan abang dan kakak ny..kelihatan mereka sungguh gembira..aku pandang suami ku yang sedang leka bmain hz ny tidak myedari kpulangan ku..aku terus masuk k blik lalu mandi..sesudah mndi..aku pakai bedak..agar tidak kelihatan muka ku yg sembab kerana mngis tdi.. sesudah siap..aku keluar..anak2 yg melihatku..trus belari mdapatkn aku..mceritakn apa saja mereka pbuat spnjang aku k hospital.."mama tadi kami makan aiskrim..sedap"ujar c kakak smbil ketawa riang..c adik pun f'ikut2 ketawa seakan tahu apa yg kakak ny kata..melihat senyuman mereka..hati aku mjadi pilu.."bagaimana aku mniggalkn smua pmata hati ku ini..entah apa mereka rasa bila aku tiada"seribu 1 psoalan demi psoalan mnerjah dfikiran ku..aku ambil c adik..yg dri td tkapai2 mnta aku ambil..lalu ku bjalan mnuju suami ku yg dri td asyik dengan hz nya itu.. "ehh..mama sudah balik..apa doc ckap td.?"ujar suami ku..aku hnya tsenyum.."tiada pa papa..mama sihat je"aku myahut..aku mlihat suami ku tsenyum pnjang mdengar jawapn ku..entah bgaimana harus aku pjelaskn apa doc ckap td..celaru sungguh bcelaru fkiran ku..

The Memory

MimiMimi

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  Jeon Jungkook is the richest member of the group, BTS. Even though he is the youngest one, he is the leader of the group. He has everything, but... the only there's this one thing he doesn't possess...  MANNER.   Could the girl change his attitude? Bully.   Teenagers who refuse to follow his orders ended up as his victims.   A girl who had experienced bullying had transferred to the same school Jeon Jungkook is going to. She made her heart strong and promised herself that she will never be a victim of bullying again. Never. But she got involved in an event whereas her best friend is being bullied by BTS. She defended her friend against the group, and in return, she became Jeon Jungkook's enemy.    Jungkook is actually kind-hearted back then. But his nightmare of a past haunted him. Despite that, he did help her somehow. What will happen to them? Will Jungkook let his anger take the best of him just because Mihyun ignored his command? "PULLING SOMEONE DOWN WILL NEVER GET YOU TO THE TOP" "You're such a bad boy, Jeon Jungkook! "- MIHYUN   I had survived bullying. Let's work together so no one else has to declare this again. Let's be united to END BULLYING. What's the point of bullying? To feel better?   Listen, you will never feel better if the only thing you know is to make the other suffer. Your words are powerful, use them wisely. Remember, words can kill. BULLYING IS FOR LOSERS! "Do I really care about that?" - JEON JUNGKOOK   Knowing what is right doesn't mean much unless you do what's right. Respect people's feeling. Even if it doesn't mean anything to you, it could mean everything to them. If people are trying to bring you down, it only means that you are above them. School should be a safe place for students to learn and play; it is a job of each teacher and administrator to ensure that safety. Your skin isn't a paper, don't CUT it. Your face isn't a mask, don't HIDE it. Your size isn't a book, don't JUDGE it. Your life isn't a film, don't END it. BIG UGLY LONER LOSER YEARNING FOR ATTENTION That's what BULLY really means...